My side job became my main job and now I hate it

I started working at Celine as a part-timer about a year ago and I was thoroughly enjoying it until a month or two ago when I finished University. I genuinely used to look forward to going into work every weekend, because it was like a fun escape from my never-ending assignments, labs and exam-prep. So … Continue reading My side job became my main job and now I hate it

Time For Development

I've found myself in a very strange situation in my life. I finished University nearly 1 month ago. I actually remember how I felt on the exact day I had my last presentation. I could just breathe normally without feeling a huge weight on my chest. I'm so so happy that part of my life … Continue reading Time For Development

You’re the coffee that I need in the morning

I've now returned to my old lovey-dovey playlist I created last year on my phone, and have made some additions to the collection. I highly recommend listening to Daniel Caesar, his voice is so soothing and melodic. I reckon he could even make people with the coldest hearts feel something. I've just been in such … Continue reading You’re the coffee that I need in the morning

I suffer from “too good to be true” syndrome

Anticipation at its finest level Does anyone else experience this? You get a weird anxious sensation in your stomach when everything seems like it's going too well in life for you? Why can't I just absorb everything in normally and positively instead of feeling anxious? I love my job, although it's only part-time retail for … Continue reading I suffer from “too good to be true” syndrome

The Art of Selfies – Short Story

I'll write about my time there in detail on another post. This time last year, my beloved cousin took my depression into deep consideration and wrote me a short story to lift my spirits. And it honestly did and it still does to this day! It's honestly amazing LOL! Paria and the Omelette "I can't … Continue reading The Art of Selfies – Short Story

CHEMISTRY IS A MYTH

The pressures of a new Biochemistry student If you've read my previous posts, you'll know I just started Biochemistry year 2 at University. I done my first year in Biology and up until now I haven't had any classes on Chemistry for at least 4 years. I'm not gonna lie, this is beginning to get very difficult for … Continue reading CHEMISTRY IS A MYTH

Unavoidable bad days

Changes I'm trying so hard to make this blog become a daily thing, but I can't help but have such a busy fucking schedule. I can't wait until I quit this Milkshake City job and just focus on University and Diesel. I don't know about most of you, but I love having structure in my … Continue reading Unavoidable bad days

Friends?

Letting go of friendships as you grow more self aware It's strange when you've been friends with someone for such a long time, but suddenly one day you wake up and realise your energies just aren't compatible anymore. I've recently detached myself from so many people, because I just don't feel like I'm not on … Continue reading Friends?