I always surprise myself with my impeccable ability to picking out the same exact men again and again... And I kid you not, they are all the same but in different physical forms - let's just refer to these men as Joey ok? I've learnt to just face the undeniable fact that the only reason … Continue reading Cheers To My Delightful Taste in Men
Unfortunately (but mainly fortunately) as I've matured over the years I've come to learn through my own and others experiences' that everything in life is temporary. However, just because I have learnt this doesn't mean I've learnt how to practise this in my everyday life - I'm still trying to acquire this 'live in the moment' mindset. Admittedly, I have … Continue reading Life Without Attachment?
4TH OF NOVEMBER It took me forever getting out of bed today and as a result of my laziness I was late to my group meeting. We've been assorted into groups of 5 for an oral presentation. We are to discuss the drug 'finasteride', it's clinical uses/structure/biological mechanisms etc. The thing is the content is … Continue reading How To Fit Everything U Need To Do In One Day…
My love for him becomes apparent in my eyes and with each kiss, my pupils widen, but I'm struggling to grasp all of him; I realise, I can't he's locked every door on me he doesn't want me in Somehow I still find myself dangerously captivated by the riddle that is him - lifeless, and now with each empty kiss I'm left … Continue reading Unfaithful
My first year at Essex was a really interesting experience: there were many amazing nights out that involved sweaty/smelly clubs that ended with me drunk as hell picking up a pepperoni pizza on my way home with my bike - dangerous? Yes, Incredibly. There were also many nights I'd go home crying over my "boyfriend" at the time. To … Continue reading Bedroom Makeover
At first I thought to myself "oh another book full of cliché motivational quotes", but here's the thing, before reading this book I had no idea what I even wanted to do with my life. I know this is a big statement to make, but the book has managed to answer almost all of the … Continue reading GIRLBOSS is not just a book, it’s a MOVEMENT
I made it my mission this summer to apply for a second year transfer to a University in London, where I'll be close to home and honestly my heart will always be in London (for now anyway). I wrote a personal statement and completed my UCAS application in pretty much just one day. 29th of … Continue reading Kingston University?
Anticipation at its finest level Does anyone else experience this? You get a weird anxious sensation in your stomach when everything seems like it's going too well in life for you? Why can't I just absorb everything in normally and positively instead of feeling anxious? I love my job, although it's only part-time retail for … Continue reading I suffer from “too good to be true” syndrome
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First Modelling Experience. The quest to find a model... I received a message from my friend one day asking me if I'd like to model for her cousins upcoming fur brand that'll be launching this winter. My first thought was "do I even agree with fur/leather clothing?"I'm still growing and trying to figure out what … Continue reading Fur jacket photoshoot